Awake...again

So I called in again today..Yes I'm a deliquent..I can't help this...anyway again i just can't sleep..I don't know what is wrong with me lately...I have to go to a doc soon, cuz this is driving me insane...24 hours still no sleep...Can't function...but I sat and just streamed last night, that was cool...Not too sure what to make of what I wrote tho..as is usual..It's like i blank out and just write ...so here's one...(there were many I've been up all night arrrgh)Neverending and relentlesseverthing i hope to bepowerful and strongsomething to believestanding tall, feet above the groundnot so far from herenot so hard to achievesomething not seen clearthrow these feelings away extract them before they begin weighing upon my shouldersnever let me winself made prophecystill can't floolw throughself made destinystill trying to be youcan't stop this rushcan't stop this flowbegin the fall, the slipdiving way down belowbelow the scenewhere no one seesshed the tearsyet to bleedno one will knowno one will feelfeel this paincontinue to concealcontinue on this rantnever ceasenever endnever gain inner peacewho are theythe meek the strongwho am iwhere do i belongtake me inunder that broken wingtry to give me hopewhatever else it may bringloss disgust angermy how the time it goeswhen living undercoveryou think no one knowsbut they see see it allsee you riseand begin to fallnothing left time to gotime to ascendtime to grow....