sabato 30 giugno 2007
Yeah So?
Ok So i've been told many a times that I "think" too much. Well this is gonna be one of those "thinking" updates......cuz that way i won't have to actually tell another person what's goin on in my head...cuz i'm that considerate.Alright so my best thinking time is when I'm driving to and from work..I mean it is an hour drive to and from so all in all that's 10 hours a week just driving to work alone...that's pretty shitty wouldn't you say? So that equates a whole hella lotta thinking time.So today's mindless ramble to self was something along the lines of this:We as humans put so much emotional attachments to simple words of the english language and simple gestures..or even to break it down more completely simple motions. I mean think about it..everything in life is what we percieve it to be...so every feeling we've experienced is in direct relation to how we interpret things...SO what i'm thinkin is this..if this is in fact true..then why would we as humans choose to interpret things in a way that is painful to us? Why do we feel pain? Why do we or I, I should say, get sad about thing? I mean it is all in how i'm taking things in right? If someone were to say "Hello" I could disect tons of things about that...The tone, the timing, how long it took to say that simple word...all that shit...you see where I'm going with this? So therefore..that person probally didn't mean anything other than a simple HELLO yet I can sit there and internalize it and completely blow it outta porportion..WHICH TOTALLY BLOWS..cuz as i sat and thought..I realize...maybe I caused myself unnecessary pain all this time..All the pain and hurt i've felt in my life...that is in some way attributed to myself..and my brain..my wacked out mind...This is maddening no? I mean really..am I right? am i over analyzing? In some ways yeah..but in some ways No. This was kinda a slap in the face..cuz then i thought..why the hell would i want to feel bad..is it cuz i wanna be able to experience the whole gammet of human emotion? Or am i self masochistic in some sort of way...does this make any sense whatsoever??? GOD i must be blowing some minds huh? I don't know I mean maybe me seeing this now was a sign...to make a better attempt at watching my perception of things going on around me..I have been pretty bumming lately...ya know? but how much of that is on me...and not the actual events?? that's just plain trippy if you seriously break it all down like that..So what did kris come away with today folks? If my life is suckin...it's all on me...basically..
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Kris, I see a striking resemblance in our intelligence and thought process. Our minds are very active and while this should be a good thing, and is, sometimes it hampers us. As analyzers we have to figure out why things make sense or not instead of just taking things at face value. This is just the way it is. HOnestly, you are overanalyzing you overanalyzation. But frankly, there's nothing you can do about it. Wish I had something better to say.
you seem to have a pretty simillar mind to me...that makes a lot of sense....i am somehow guilty of thinking too much..and not enough...never been able to explain that one!i can't think of a positive thing to say either...but like you said...what you just thought, of, you have INTERPRETED to mean that you should change some things- so do it. ok, so it fits with whatyou just said you should stop doing, but let this be the last time. take your interpretation of that little brain fart to be the correct one...and go with it: )
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