"back to normal kris"

that's what miles said. Back To Normal Kris...mmm wonder if that's the truth. so i took today off..just had time to sit and veg and not do a god damned thing. Called in sick hehe, but really i needed it no? I was beginning to trip myself out. overly tired, really annoyed at everyone and everything. funny that work can do that to you huh? well especially last night..cuz they really fucked me yesterday. They promised me double time to work last thursday, so they were really really short (ongoing trend..how shocking) so i was only gonna work til 9..however at 9 it was crazy, tons of ppl still to be put to bed and whatnot so i stayed till 11 finished off the 3-11 shift..You would think they would have been grateful no? No. instead they had the fuckin nerve to tell me they would only pay me double time til 9 and reg time til 11. what the fuck. This is what i got for helping them out when they had NO ONE? that's not cool not cool at all. That shows me exactly where they hold me in importance. I was so mad. I will NOT i repeat will NOT work a double again for a long long time. the second they ask me it's gonna be a definite NO. I can't do this to myself no more ya know? CNA is not easy by any means..but the thing is..i didn't go to school for it yet i do it the most. screw that. from here on in..i'm doin what i'm expected to do..no more goin up and above the call of duty so to speak..is that wrong of me? i mean for reals they are taken advantage of me, and i'm not gonna put up with it..cuz it puts me in a horrible mood and i want to be able to leave work at work..not let it flow over into my personal life.....so am i the bitch?