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Ok why can't i write like this????CongratulationsI have a sweet creamy warm little jelly rollI have a mind to just let my whole body goThought I was hungry but now I don't really knowIf you don't want it you simply just say noI ain't an animal, lovable, huggableYou look so human but hey one can never tellI got no secrets and I think that you should knowlife ain't a party, it's not like a video'I am' he said to me 'equally wary.'I don't know what I like only know what I don'tI don't like what I know only love what I don'tI know the fire but none of the afterglowKilling the irony that's ruining rock 'n roll'I am' he said to me 'equally wary'Thinking of you as I lick the crumbs off the floorCongratulations are due as you shut the doorNever began and so nor will it ever endOnly desire, desire not anything moreI am heHe is meI am heHe is me-Juliana HatfieldYou BluesHit the bottom and bounce back upThe lowest low is only a beginningThese are the words many people said to meBut in a crowd you lose humanityScared of the future that comes from the pastWhen I think back I see that this could never lastAll I say is all I give back to youAll I think is all I go back to doAll I do is all I can't get to youWhat is he? He's the inspirationWhat am I? I'm a satelliteI revolve around a bigger bodyAnd when I fall, I just disappearScared of the future, aware of the pastWhen I think back I see that this could never lastAll I say is all I give back to youAll I think is all I go back to doAll I do is all I can't get to youSixteen months and seventeen dayswas enough to alienateAfter all, love is unbecomingI turn it off and while awayScared of the future that's made of the pastWhen I think back I see that this might never passAll I say is all I give back to youAll I think is all I go back to doAll I do is all I can't get to you-Juliana Hatfield